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Hello everyone for blog six we have to go back and reflect on our assignment five of last week. I have over-thought what I have said in my past blog in good and bad ways as well. I have good things and bad things about me coming out to my parents when I did that Christmas day. At the end of the day I am happy I did because I could finally let that move on with my life.
I know things could have turned out differently if I did not confess to my parents the truth that day. For example I would still think in the back of my head if they would ever accept me because I am bi-sexually. I also know that once I confessed to my parents some of my family members did not agree with it but my mother was always there supporting me. She always said it does not matter if some of the family does not agree, I will always support you “we are in this together”. Being said this I wonder if I did not tell my family would my other family that does not agree with this decision would still not look at me sideways because of my decision. I wonder if instead I should deny it and not come out of the closet, so my family would not judge me. I have a major what If is that if my mother did not accept me would I be okay with her decision. I am happy she put away her cultural difference. I know at first it might have been hard because I am mexican. In my culture that is big no no and that is a shame and not accepted. I thank my mom all the time because she had the courage to put her differences aside and accept who I am. I know that maybe I would like the senorio not to happen in christmas and would like to have something more intimate because I had so many emotions going through my head that day. I felt a bit embarrassed when I cried in front of my family. That is the only thing I would change if I could go back home. The reason why is because I feel ashamed sometimes of crying in front of people since I feel weak when I cry. I know crying is good but I do not like it. I wish it was more intimate so I could cry in my room comfortably. I also have a big question in the back of my mind and it is what if my mother and father have not had enough courage to ask me. What would I ever have enough courage to tell my parents in the future? This type of question makes me wonder sometimes but I know things happen for a reason and this had to come out like this, I sometimes might not be too happy how things happen exactly, but I would not change anything because I am happy it’s finally over and I can finally be at peace. I would have rewrite the dialogue by putting more detail in my senior the reason I did not put as much detail was because so many things happen that I would probably would have taken me a whole day and also it has been a very long time since the scenes has happened that I have forgot some things
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